Tuesday, February 15, 2005

I am 44% Asshole/Bitch.
Part Time Asshole/Bitch.
I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.

Thanks to Kerstin for that gem. I'd say it's accurate, though I'm on the high end of Bitch lately. Today was a very high Bitch day. The less said about it the better, but remember my conversation with the Boss? Tonight as we were leaving, exhausted, beaten down and fed up, he said those three beautiful words: "You were right." (Yes I was, how nice of you to acknowledge reality and it's about damn time.) It just took one good Reality Immersion Experience to get him on the "Fuck this, let's get our resumes out!" wagon with me. I am not proposing a frantic leap into nothingness, I have a mortgage too, but there is no reason to think things are going to change for the better. Better to start shopping around, and if things get better we can be pleasantly surprised.

Right now I'm going to do some serious stretching to work the tension out of my neck, and curl up in bed with the second night of Westminster, a glass of wine and a mindless sweater. Breathe....

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