I'm not feeling very inspired about blogging this month. Nothing bad is going on, I just feel...on hold. Waiting for my next big thing to arrive.
I need a big thing. A project. A focus. I can't force it; it has to show itself to me, or I will flail around trying to force other things to be my project, and then abandon them. Remodeling this condo was last year's big thing. Remodeling the bath at the house was an unexpected big thing, that left me too broke to contemplate any other big things of that ilk. My big thing needs to be a financially small thing, because there ain't no money for any big remodeling things.
I need to remodel ME. I am in need of an overhaul, inside and out, but I haven't quite got the task list together yet. I need more meditation and less noise in my head; then it will all become clear.
Knitting. I need more knitting. Knitting is meditation. I think better when knitting. I shall go knit.